Dear Mom And Dad,
It's good to finally send this to you,
I'm having a really great time too!
I'm alot happier than I was before,
I don't want to hurt myself anymore,
Or other people, they took away my gun,
And my knives, And now I'm really calm,
Mom,
Honestly,
My anxiety,
Has really got better,
So they let me send you this letter,
To tell you not worry,
And I'm sorry,
For any pain I caused you,
And I've got some new friends, Who,
Tell me how to act and how to behave too,
I'm feeling so contented now, really, I'm serious,
There's no hallucinations and I'm hardly ever delirious,
I'd love to come home, you know, I'd love too,
And i really do wan't to see you,
Sometimes I think I should think before I act,
But It's too late now, It's in the past,
I've got a future here, It doesn't feel like I'm trapped,
Now there's no-one to run me down, And I never get attacked,
I'm glad I did what I did, I'm happier now, you know,
It's getting late now, I really have to go,
Everything will be alright,
And did you notice my suicide was one year ago,
Tonight.
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