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Easter
written by Dark Shady09:19 PM 4/1/05Grr, didn’t I have the best Easter ever cryn all day
everyone brushes me away and tucks me under the rug....
we did our normal lil Easter find the eggs and open ur basket,
Vanda opens her card gets a few bucks and some nice words from my mom
that hurt me so,
I open mine only what the card had to say
and a "Have a Happy Easter" from my "parents"
when the other one (vanda) her card said
"Vanda, thank you for everything
I love you
and everyday I love you more thank you for being staying with me
and the rest of us. Love, Lisa."
I look @ the two cards
look back on my life
I knew my mom wanted a girl
and they didn’t get 1 at first
so they tried again and they had anything boy
so that was that.
Then they do the foren exchange get a boy
mom still isn’t happy
now she has a girl...
Travis who?
That’s what it feels like
all I can do is sit here with the endless sadness
the endless tears
friend gave me painkillers....
flushed them be4 I could do anything.
Threw away my knife
and anything else I used to hurt my self,
sitting here with paper full of words
no1 will know
no1 cares
any who...
then my mom came in here to "check up" on me
cuz I didn’t go to my cuzens
and when she got home
I left to my room and locked my self away
she sees I'm sad
asks what’s wrong
and I said nothing
I just herd something that broke my heart,
knowing your mother doesn’t love u
dose wonders to your mind
ur heart
ur wanting to live
the person sometimes u wish would just go away
but u still love them cuz they brought u into this world,
and gave you all that they have when u deserved nothing
when u leave
and tell ur parents ur never coming back
dose wonders to
u to when you dad finds u
tears in his eyes
and holds you and tells you he loves you,
but u come home to see ur mom
is living her life as if nothing happened
and you were told everyone was looking for u
and everyone was worried...
so why am I crying tonight....
why is this a shock?
So many feelings
so many words
so many things u want to yell,
like mouthwash in your eyes
stings burns
makes ur eyes red
from crying
so much
but who cares...
. Grr make this feeling stop
need the feeling of your caring touch
but now I’m all alone
I want to hear "I love u' from your lips
I want to....
oi...
*leaves*
I love you,
Travis. |
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Wasnt a poem but it happend goin to keep ya updated is ya want=/
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