I fight back the tears,
day after day,
I try to force myself to believe,
that everything is okay!
but its not,
the whole time my heart breaks,
because nobody can accept me,
and my stupid mistakes.
Nobody but PR21,
they are still with me,
when I moved a yr. ago,
their hearts traveled with me.
My mom tried to stay strong,
when I know she is dying inside,
she doeant know that I see and feel,
all of the feelings she tries to hide!
My brother has no respect,
for anybody or anything,
I just wanna knock him upside his head,
for disrespecting me!
My daddy,
the man I have always wanted to be,
has officially decided,
I am not good enough to be a part of his perfect family!
My best friend is having a hard time,
and there is nothing I can do,
I just wish she could see the thing I see,
see the love from within shining through.
Oops I let a tear slip,
thats so unlike me,
it just feels like the whole world,
has given up on me! |
