i hate to say it
but here i lay, here i sit,
in this so called life, i call shit.
Right in the pit- of my stomach,
i still stay lit-
the light is burning out,
and in my midnight dreams
i cannot shout,
all that i do is twist.n.turn about.
My heart is growing weaker,
but my mind, my soul,
keeps on getting stronger,
'cause no longer,
will i let you be my controller.
And as you see me strong, you avoid
my confrontation, because you have
no explanation, for all of your exploration.
The truth,
it's not too hard to see,
Seduce,
is all you've done to me.
I wish you would agree,
because i do believe, all you did was decieve.
At first all i could do was grieve,
but now i have achieved, my strength,
and the length was oh so much,
just to get it back,
but now the matter of fact is everything
i have back, is everything you now lack.
For you life is just a contract,
but for me there are no rules,
For you i was a tool,
why was i such a fool,
this really isnt all that new,
it isnt the first time ive been lured.
I wish there was a cure for me,
'cause then i wouldnt have all this fury,
and couldnt see so clearly,
that if it wasnt for you
i wouldnt have all this strength,
i hate to admit its true.
You infected me, but its okay.
'cause i detected it,
before it was to late
guess thats just my fate,
to live and hate! |
