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Sea of stars*
written by Trapezium10:06 AM 8/3/04I close my eyes and they play tricks on my mind,
Forming shapes i thought i'd left behind,
The blue of the water that slowly turns red,
These went away now they're messing with my head,
Pure distortions that haunt me,
In my thoughts continuously,
Razorblades i keep in my pocket,
I draw one out i think it will stop it,
I cut myself for comfort once more,
Finding sanctum in something insecure,
Self hate and self hurt are both the same,
Things that eat away and fill me with shame,
I try to stop cutting i try to stop burning,
After all these years i'm still just learning,
When things build up it gets even worse,
Sometimes i wish to be dead in a hearse,
I want to die painfully,
As there's no chance to die shamelessly. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
I haven't been posting my poems on here recently because i have found this site that helps with suicide, self harm, and eating disorders etc. I've been posting my poems on there so i thought it was time for an update
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| » Comments / Feedback | by i_love_sandy (8-3-2004 - 05:27 PM)
| beautiful poem. I love it. ur so dreamy, love you alot. sorry 4 calling u a f***ing devil. sorry for saying all those bad things. please forgive me. check ur emails. hehe. love you lots. |
by SuperBob (8-3-2004 - 07:59 PM)
| wow, another incredible poem...that there website....you think you could share it with me? |
by cryptic_misery (8-3-2004 - 11:06 PM)
| Kahno...wow this poem is great. I absolutely love it. Thanks for all the wonderful comments, I've added you to msn messenger, hope you get on soon. i can't wait to talk to you you and i can become really great friends :). To answer one question, I have schizophrenia. it's probably mild...but it's getting worse as well. I saw that you have 3 people in your head as to I just have 2. it's really scary for me and I'd be glad to talk to sumone about everything. PLEASE e-mail me at insomniac_barbie@yahoo.com My name is kerri by the way, um..hope you get on messenger. I added you to yahoo as well. You are so talented, and I look up to you for it. We have alot in common and like you said we could help eachother. hope to ttys. :) |
by Trapezium (8-4-2004 - 04:18 PM)
| http://www.recoveryourlife.com
and thanks for all of your comments guys they are reallyy appreciated |
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