What is this obsession growing inside of me,
Inflicting my heart as a disease,
Nothing no cure can stop this,
Though I believe your lips could heal,
As they have done before,
And leave me alone I still not know what I did,
I can’t be quit sure,
I am not insane,
Loving you was easier to me then breathing,
You where a part of me,
My soul mate,
I still can’t describe the hate that filled me,
I do not know of what I was doing,
Spoken words burst out heavily,
As this wooden stake meet’s your heart,
The one and only love,
Still why I killed you do not know,
What held me to do this with no remorse upon my heart,
A riot of this confusion,
Day by day,
I gazed inside,
I saw you falling,
Falling for another women,
Your words fell cold and unsure,
Your eyes would no longer meet mine,
As they had so long ago,
I felt her presence all over you,
You had betrayed me,
My eyes cried,
In fear that you would leave me,
I did not plan this,
Though some reason I knew what I had do accomplish,
This was my way to keep you safe,
She was a sinner,
I was your one and only angel,
You talked so peacefully that night,
Of the day you had,
And where you wanted to travel,
Took the knife and held it tightly in both hands,
With one swing and slash,
A thump so loud,
It shook my soul,
The blade of love marked right in your head,
Blood poured on cold floor,
Dragged your body,
A buried the remainder of your once sinful corpse,
Till this day your obsession grows inside of me,
I feel you watching,
My Lustful love still haunts me,
A ghost of sorrow,
A ghost of what I thought I knew,
A ghost of love. |
