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I Really Thought You Cared...
written by YouSmileAs_I_Die02:19 AM 4/9/05| I really thought you cared about me. It's funny how that thought always crosses my mind when it's never been true once in my life. I thought you cared about me because of the way you took an intrest in what happened in my life. I fell into that trap like a rock thrown in a lake and just as quickly, sank to the bottom. I curse myself for letting my guard down so low, for letting you see so much of my heart, the one thing I've tried to protect all of my life. But each time I fail, and you can see that reflected in the scars and cracks along my heart where I've tried with all my skill to patch it back up. And yet he can come along, without fulling understanding what he feels, and steat you from me. Then that thought of 'you were never mind' hits me full force and sets me reeling down a path of self-destruction. I know you don't want me doing that, and it just makes everything hurt even more than it already does. So thanks for screwing up my life, but the counselors are really happy because they get to take all of my goddamed moeny... |
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i dunno where the last line came from...i was feeling a little sarcastic at the moment
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