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I'm Not Okay; I Lied
written by brokenxsmile06:06 PM 4/9/05I feel like you don't care
Like you don't want to be there
Like all this is make-believe
In my messed-up childish fantasy
I'm not okay, I lied
Twice in one hour you made me cry
You know how I feel when you do that
Then you say sorry, try to take it back
Today I feel exhausted; last night I couldn't sleep
The sadness is burned within me deep
I can feel it right in my heart
It feels scarred; frayed; torn apart
Can you imagine a you without me?
That's something I never want to see
I'm listening to the most depressing love song
Trying once again to convince myself I was wrong
I always am, and you're always right
Each and every stupid little fight
What's wrong with me? You ask like you don't know
But then again I never let my true feelings show
Last night and all the things you said
They've gone straight to my heart; right to my head
All I needed was a reason to cry; you gave it
But I still look at you and think you're perfect
I need a hug, and to see you smile
For you to hold me; just for a little while
Right now I can't keep my feelings repressed
It will just make me even more depressed
I don't know what happened last night
Too tired to remember; but I'll be alright |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by xxdeathxtakesxoverxx (4-9-2005 - 06:59 PM)
| wow..i luv this poem.your really good at this..keep it up |
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