The way i feel inside
there are no words that describe.
My arms i want to cut and slit,
cuz my life is fuckin shit,
Everything thats heppened
Myself is who i have to blame,
all i have is guilt and shame,
even thought it you that
helped me build this wall.
Everysingle night i lie in bed and cry,
Its in the past,
but stays with me everymoment
of everyday.
Theres nothing i can do
to change this horror nightmare,
i cant fuckin bare, that no one even bothers to care.
All i have is myself to blame,
left with guilt and shame,
even thought it you that helped me build this wall.
You walk by in life, while im left to crawl.
You said you wouldnt let me fall,
but thats long past dead.
Id ask you why,
but soon you too will feel this pain,
and i hope you'll feel my guilt and shame,
'cause its you that helped me build this wall.
Ive done it once, done it twice,
three times, four.
And yet again here i go,
My arms are cut and slit,
too rid this pain, guilt and shame,
that will never leave,
so maybe in life i can once again breath.
I should have known,
human beings never existed.
Your all just animals.
No feelings for me, No feelings for yourselves,
but only what your body tells you.
Remorse?...is this just some unmeaningful word?
Is it really true?
i wish you only knew, what youve done to me,
in life im dying, i cant continue.
Because the way i feel inside
have no words to describe,
My arms i want to cut and slit... |
