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I hate what I've become
written by perfect.flaws10:53 PM 4/11/05I hate what i've become.
Im cold, and heartless.
I can't even look at me arms.
I'm disgusted.
But i cannot stop.
My mom's boyfriend
went to the hospital,
after throwing up blood.
As i layed there in bed,
i thought to myself..
"i hope you end up dieing"
I hate what I've become
I'm cold i'm heartless.
I can't even look at my legs.
I'm disgusted
But i cannot stop.
I heard a story
on TV, about a girl
who drank her problems away.
But in the end she drank her life away.
As i sat on my couch
I thought to myself
"good, that's what you get"
But how i wish i was that girl.
Not so i could die.
But so that i could have
that party life,
and not have to think about
this life i'm living.
I hate what I've become
I'm cold i'm heartless
I can't even look at my wrists.
I'm disgusted in myself,
but i cannot stop this mutilation. |
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