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I Smile As I Die Inside
written by bloody_tears_girl12:43 AM 4/13/05i walk to school with a smile on my face,
hoping to get through the day without a thought of denial.
i smile at you and laugh at your jokes,
but deep down inside nothing is funny,
i glare at the teachers as they lecture me,
telling them to fuck off in my head,
not one person in this room can hear my silent screams.
i come home, walk in the house only to hear you ask how my day was.
i tell you all these lies about how awsome it was.
sometimes i don't know how i walk away and you have no suspicions that it's lies.
i run to my room,
finally able to let out the breath i have desparetly been needing to release.
i cannot let anyone know how i feel,
for what if they get close to me?
i think i'll just keep it all inside,
and let it out when no one is present.
now, tomarrow, i can do it all again.
and smile as i die inside. |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by Scythe42 (4-13-2005 - 12:58 AM)
| wow,I really loved it. I know exactly how you feel. Whenever I laugh at jokes these days,i just don't think anything is funny anymore. I know what you mean. That is a really awsome poem. |
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