eating your feelings away.
Feeding into the fear like always.
Holding onto the skin under my face,
Wishing it off,
Ripping it away.
I see you seeing me,
I feel you when you touch me,
The pain still remains,
haunts me everyday.
When I try to push it away,
It comes back stronger than yesterday.
I left behind my trust with you,
Ill never trust anyone,
never myself and never you.
So many words that you didnt say,
Its all the little things that eat me away,
The three words you could never say,
I learned to use them in a good way.
Never showed me how to be,
Never taught me how to see,
The world for what it really was,
Myself for who i really am.
A mistake to this world is what I seem,
But thanks to some one I love,
Everything is different to me.
Even though...
Nothing went right,
everything will be fine... |