Life, death, worth, pain, hate, love, sense, understanding, Feelings, connection,
Chemicals, drugs, fags, sex, alcohol, drunk, you, me, beyond life is?
These are my thoughts every second of my life,
Get used to it,
Learn of it,
Understand it,
Fear it,
Fear me!
I’m the scariest you’ll ever find,
Not in horror but in emotions
Its all I have,
No memory or recollection
Of anything but my pain,
I hate it,
But I live with it,
I forget who I am, so full of my feelings
I forget who I am,
Because of how long I think of you, and us
These aren’t what I fear though,
Because how can you fear destiny?
All I fear is fear itself,
Fear is an image of what you forget,
Fear is a memory of something you try to forget,
And I fear nothing but fear,
Because as I try to forget,
I fear it more,
But…
More than anything else,
I fear you,
The power you have over me scares me,
The power you have over how I feel scares me more,
So I don’t fear you, I fear your power
Your power,
But you willing is what calms that fear down to a mere shudder,
Instead of a heart beat full of fear every time I see you.
So now you know, what I fear and what I think but I will say,
Never fear death or any other destinies because you can’t stop it just postpone it... |
