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I Denied I loved her
written by cesarcossio07:37 AM 4/15/05Someone asks: 'do you like her?'
She was there, right next to me, and i noticed she wanted to know what i was about to say.
The truth was that she didn't just like me, i felt i loved her more than anything in this world.
If I felt I loved her then obviously she liked me. I was suppost to say i did liked her, but i said: "No, you are crazy."
I didn't notice if that answer liked her or not but i didn't want to know.
The next day somebody else said: "You like her"
Second time that i had been asked that question, and second time she was right there with me. Second time she heared that same question and again i said: "No, she is only a friend"
I loved her, but yet i denied it. I fear of what would it happen if i said yes.
"Do you like her?" someone asked me. Third time. THird time hearing that same question. Third time she hear the question. Third time i fear of what would happen if i say 'yes, i like her' Almost without thinking I said "No, you are crazy, we are only friends"
As if the question bother her she also said: "he is only a friend" We were three friends, two girls and me. Talking to our friend, a very pretty girl, she asked her "Do you like him?" She said "No, I think"
Then, talking to me she asked me: 'do you like her?' I said "No." She weren't the one i like. Then i realized what was about to come.
"Do you like me?"
What i was suppost to say to her? I felt I loved her. She was important to me.
I didn't want to lie to her, but if i said the truth i felt I was risking our friendship and maybe she wouldn't talk to me anymore.
She was looking at me with her beatiful green eyes. I can't forget that moment, she looked so pretty. She was waiting for an answer...
"NO!" I finally said
"You don't like me either" she told me. "Then, we will only be friends" |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
This was the firts poem i ever wrote. I wrote it on September 2002 and the girl I used to like is my friend and she now lives in N. Carolina. I found this poem in my notebook, I forgot about it. At the time I wrote i wrote the things as it happened at that time and it wasn't until now that i noticed that when my friend asked the other girl if she liked me she said "No, I think"
Well, the thing is that somehow i ended up going out with that girl (not the one i used to like but the other one) We lasted eight months. We keeped seeing each other as friends until i moved to California. She is still in New Jersey and she has a son now....
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| » Comments / Feedback | by forever_lost_in_me (4-15-2005 - 07:55 AM)
| oh thats so sad!
but if you liked someone you should tell them.
i wish guys at my skewl would do that^_^
but anyways i liked your poem!
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by (guest) (4-16-2005 - 07:09 PM)
| how could you im a girl if you lived her like you saic nothing would have happened who knows she probaly liked you 2. |
by cesarcossio (4-16-2005 - 10:27 PM)
| answering the question: "how could i?"
well, most of the guys think the same about it. We think is better not to say something and leave things the way they are instead of saying something that could ruin friendship |
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