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» Poem: ::~WHY AM I HERE~::
::~WHY AM I HERE~::
written by The_wisp_of_the_wind
12:10 PM 4/16/05
::~WHY AM I HERE~::
I sit here and wonder
Why am I here?
Through out my life
My only purpose
Was to be hurt and left alone
Out to defend myself on my own
No light to shine on me
I am just a forgotten memory
They can look at the pictures on the wall
See my decieving smile
A single lie that won't fall
The cuts on my legs and wrists
That will never fade
Remind me to keep going
To head another way
Left or right
It drives me crazy
Cause` it always leads to another fight
My family hates me
All ten of them
They see me as another broken stem
My friends keep dying away
I can't seem to keep my mind straight
Cause` I'm trying to block away from my fate
Knowing it will all lead to hate
With no one here by my side
I feel lost
Alone without a guide
Someone bring me my knife
So I can finally give up
And commit suicide
Why am I here?
Am I just another defect
Just another fallen child


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» Comments / Feedback
by LonelyIsGreen (4-16-2005 - 12:21 PM)
I totally get it, and relate. When I used to have REALLY bad depression I asked myself that everyday. . .Now I still have depression, just...I think there is some point in living, I just dont know what it is yet. I really liked the poem.

by alone_in_my_head (4-16-2005 - 02:14 PM)
if u write peotry like that there is a point to u :) it was a really great read xxx

by Ruined_Hopes (4-17-2005 - 09:13 PM)
Fucking great. im sittin here in my chair all alone and i feel the same way. and i wish i could just go that extra bit towards suicide. then maybe everyone will be happy. maybe.

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