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am i alive, or just barely?
written by bloody_tears_girl03:15 AM 4/19/05why can't i feel anything?
why am i so numb?
why is it that when the blades touch me,
i can't feel a single one?
why is it that when the blood comes out,
it's cold, not even red?
why does it feel like my eye lids are getting heavy,
why do i feel so dead?
why are you just standing there?
do you even see that i'm in pain?
don't you see that i'm hurting deeply?
that i hide my arms in shame?
so why is it that my veins look black?
why aren't they pounding through my skin?
why don't i feel it anymore?
am i simply giving in?
am i even fucking alive? |
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