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Need to bleed returns
written by perfect.flaws01:16 AM 4/20/05Past time scars cover my arms,
my life was once a beautiful charm,
but now its back, who knows how long,
I guess the depths of hell is where I belong.
The pain is so fucking overwhelming,
I feeling sick, I feel like vomiting.
I want to fucking murder someone,
I want to release this agonizing hold,
that the devil has on me,
He has me on my fucking knees,
just to hear me beg and plead.
He loves to see the strong in mercy.
My mind demands the piercing blade,
But my heart tells me to refuse,
and not to be afraid.
My body and soul satan enjoys to raid,
waiting for the day, I'll quit my life,
so he can watch my body decay.
I'm caught in the net, struggling to be freed,
he laughs and he watch's me
like I'm a delicious treat.
The end.. who knows what it shall be,
for now i'm stuck in this net, waiting to be released. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
I haven't fucking cut myself in the longest time.. and I have over 20 scars on my arms.. and I don't want anymore. But for the first time in a very long while I'm in mental excruciationg pain, And I dont know what to fucking do...
but besides the fact what do you think
of the poem alone?
Any critic is welcome
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| » Comments / Feedback | by HangingOnForYou (4-20-2005 - 01:19 AM)
| I know what you are feeling. I have over 60 on my body, 30 on my arms alone. And yet as much as I do not want to, something is eating away at me. Hang in there. It'll get better. Trust me. |
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