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shallow
written by lunasabrina14806:34 PM 4/21/05problems,
so many problems!
leave me alone,
go away,
I dont want to talk
I dont want to listen!
maybe if for once
youd sit and think
then maybe you would understand!
youre messing up everything
my life,
my dreams,
myself...
I wish you would just go
but then I want you to stay.
because I need someone to lash out at
and youre perfect!
perfect in no way!
dying on the outside
only the outside.
stop doing this
this?
what is it that you want?
Ihave nothing
nomore
you've taken it all
already
its over
I give up!
you win! is that what you want?
You WIN!
I cant take it!
theres nothing I can do
obviously...
why even bother
why even care...
only a few more years...just a few
so why wont you leave?
GO!?!
you try youre best, thres nothing I can do anymore
you've surpassed me.
I wont go any lower...
Ive already made my way through rock and clay
nothing left.
my soul is gone
chased away by you
your ways, thoughts...actions
standing it is no longer enough
I have to disbelieve my own self
try to pretend that its all ok
at least here, I had had my safety
but now thats gone!
Why? Why?
I dont understand....
wasnt it enough?
did you not take enough of me?
there is nothing more!
nothing left!
yet, you take the air that doesnt exist
make me part of it
and take it.
Im so tired.
of you
of this
of me...
I wish it was all gone
I want to be gone...
like all that I ever had
gone...
forever in the hollow of my heart
of my thoughts, my memories
shallow. |
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