I suffered from anorexia,
I suffered with bullimia,
Just because of the media,
Now they disappeared,
It's worse then how i feared,
Compulsive eating takes it's place,
Slashes mark my face,
I feel like a disgrace,
Cut's all over space,
I lost the race,
I lost the chase,
I couldn't keep the pace,
I'm worse then with the two,
I can't stop thinking of you,
Medi-ana i want to,
To have you,
It beats the suffering,
The cries that are muffling,
The feathers ruffling,
The hearing things shuffling,
My cut wrists in cuffling,
I need you back,
I'm bleaker then black,
You're like crack,
Compared to this crap,
I got caught in a trap,
I just start to rap,
Please open your flap,
I will take the flack,
I just want you back,
I changed from two to another,
But you were like a brother,
Fuck CE; shove her,
Ana; i love her,
I would prefer,
Not to suffer,
And live with ana,
She was so much better,
So much nicer,
I liked being shouted at,
I liked being made to feel like a prat,
At least i had comfort; at least i had that,
I actually enjoyed feeling fat,
Knowing i could lean on that,
Instead of feeling incredibly,
Boney and skinny,
Always known i was ugly,
And ana would comfort me,
So why can't she,
Come back for me,
I used to sit so comfortably,
Compared to the hurting me,
I hate the controversy,
Please set me free,
And come back for me. |
