i hate you,
so i thought,
i love you,
i know it is truh,
you said you did not understand me,
that i was to closed in,
that was far from what i was to you,
i told you everything,
i showed you the darkness and the light in me,
i gave you my all,
still that was not what you wanted,
you used me,
how could you use me,
you led me on,
telling me you care for me,
lie,
you lied so much,
i use to hold you,
you held me back,
i fealt so safe,
you took that away,
it was because of her,
she gave you something i could not,
tell me what it was,
was she pretty,
or is it that she told you nothing,
i found her out by myself ,
you could not even tell me,
i got hurt even more,
you told me you never would hurt me,
that you would never break my heart,
i'm sorry to say you did so much more,
but is it odd that i still love,
i love as much as i did from the start,
tell me you hate me and that i am a whore,
maybe it will help me,
or maybe i'll love you even more. |
