I grapple for the handle,
The doorway to end this life,
The door just wont open in my hands,
So instead i grab a razorblade.
What shall i do with this i ponder,
Slash across the throat,
Or all over my dying body,
Create a sea of blood.
I see the gateway,
As it draws ever nearer,
I try to walk through,
But still i'm not dead.
I want to be eternally freed,
I want to die and live another life,
Is my wish too hard to be granted,
Or wont people let me because they "care".
If you cared about me,
You'd let me die,
So why won't you,
Instead you try to protect me.
I am being tortured so slowly,
I can't take it,
But nothing ever works,
Pump, Fray, Found.
I'll dive in the pool of death,
Make it splash around,
And someone's sure to follow me,
I'm responsible for more then one suicide.
Bathe in blood,
Shower of saliva,
I need to hear a death cry,
Soon i will be dead.
But if only you would let me,
I would be dead now,
Nothing holds be back,
But i always have to fail.
Let me win something,
A loss of this game of life,
That is the one thing i want,
Let me die tonight. |
