It's hard to see,
When tears riddle your eyes,
And thoughts cloud your mind.
When darkness engulfs the skies,
And when the light's been left behind.
It's hard to hear,
When "you're so fat" echoes in your head,
And everything seems hollow,
When there's a rustling on the bed,
And you listen to cries of sorrow.
It's hard to feel,
When sadness builds up inside,
And depression just wont go away,
When all sense of happiness runs to hide,
And insensitivity just has to stay.
It's hard to live,
When manic thought consume your life,
And you can only fail,
When you search high and low for a knife,
And break your bones so frail.
I find it so hard to live. |
