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i cried
written by Xx brOken xX09:03 PM 8/17/04last night you scared me
i thought i lost you; again
it made me go insane
i cried and cried
when you said goodbye
i asked you if you still liked me
and you said you didnt kno anymore. . .
that hurt me so bad
i cried and cried some more
ppl tried to comfort me
but i didnt want that
all i wanted was you
i didnt want pitty
it was my fault that i almost lost you
i went to my room to be alone
i cried and cried even harder
i opened my drawer
and pulled out my razor that i hide
i took my bracelets off
and braced my self for reality
i looked in the mirror as i cried
i wanted to scream
i felt so worthless
like no1 wanted me. .
as i cried i put the razor upon my wrist
pushed down, and moved the blade across my skin
as i looked in the mirror
i could see the pain in my eyes
yet, it felt so good
i let my pain free
all the anger i had was suddenly gone
and i wasn't as mad at myself anymore. .
i put my bracelets back on to hide the cuts
dried my eyes; freshened up
and walked downstairs
no one knew how much i cried
or how i got rid of all my pain so fast. . .
and no1 will ever know |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
just a poem to express and get feelings off my chest. . . i kno my poems prolly suck.. but oOhH well i guess....
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| » Comments / Feedback | by gravi01 (8-17-2004 - 09:05 PM)
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by lettesuicidalist (8-17-2004 - 10:15 PM)
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