| I try so hard, and I cry too hard, I waited for what seemed, like years, it deemed, I get a phonecall, damn such a fool I hate myself, I'm like a reject, on the shelf, he said "we are not allowed to take ill passengers unless it is to the doctors or nearest hopital" I argued for a while, I knew it wasn't worth it, but still I tried in denial, I broke down in tears, I waited for what seemed, like years, it deemed, Another girl picked up the phone, said "Sarika's just gone out" I tried to fight the dread, fight the eyeshadow ,stained eyewater, nothing's working, I wanted to contact you, to tell you why, to tell you I love you, to tell you not to cry, to tell you not to do as I am, I try so hard, and I cry too hard, I waited for what seemed, like years, it deemed, I'm so worthless, I can't do anything right, I'm so hated, I'll fade into the night. |
