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THEN
written by DontFearAConcequence05:57 AM 8/30/04I get all dizzy when I stand
My mind wonders off to another land
Its getting hard to concentrate
I cant fall asleep and when I do, Its late
I wake up at least once in the middle of the night
Everything I try to do, becomes a fight
My friends say that Im acting weird
My depressed mood is something they have feared
The other day I was fine
But then this hit, without a sign
I cant handle anything, I just cry
Lately Ive wished that I could die
But if I died that would be giving up on life
I wouldnt give up, Id think twice
I guess that was then and this is now
This changed so quickly, I dont know how
Things have changed and Ive grown
There are things I should have never known
My family is complete shit
To helping me they cant seem to commit
I guess thing have changed from then
Looking back I cant decide when
All I know is it hasnt gone away
This mental pain is a huge price to pay
I dont know what I did to get into this obstacle course
I just want to ride away on a magical horse
To take away my troubles and take away my pain
I hope my thoughts and efforts arent in vain
I want to go back to the place called then
Where I can live without a care, once again
This place called then shouldnt be only in the past
The happiness of this place should always last
But of course it doesnt, and depression takes over your mind
It controls your vision otherwise youre blind
Please let me go back to that happier place
I hate it here, theres no expression on my face
I really wanna go back
And get my life back on track |
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