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SINCE THAT DAY
written by DontFearAConcequence07:18 PM 8/31/04I need someone to talk to about whats in my head
Im having all these thoughts of wanting to be dead
I dont know what to do and honestly im scared
My emotions and feelings are very rarely shared
I keep it bottled up but now its been too long
I just cant put into words exactly what is wrong
Things have gotten fucked up in the past 4 years
I tried to hide it from everyone my family my peers
But its not just that easy I know ive tried
People ask if im alright and in saying yes ive lied
Nothings been okay since my dads been with her
She changed all the rules my hopes and dreams murdered
In doing this she changed the views of my father
I was showing signs of depression but to help he didnt bother
Its been a year since ive given up on having a dad back
Thats something a teenage life shouldnt lack
These are the most difficult years to get through
I just want to start over and try to begin new
Have a dad that cares and wont kick me out at age thirteen
Wont make drastic decisions while im still green
I can never forget what he did and what he said
I play it over and over in my head
I remember the whole thing very loud and clear
How he kicked me out and I ended up here
For thirteen years I called that place home
I write about it in poem after poem
How I constantly wish it was back to 1999
When the house was just dads brains and mine
Its impossible to do that time passes and its gone
You cant go back and change things that have gone wrong
All I can to is help MY future
Because I cant stop my dad from being with her |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
my biological fathers wife smacked and kiked my puppy for nothing and hes the best thing in my life..so i slapped her...so my dad told me and i quote "get out of the house right now and dont plan on evver comming back" but then that bitch wouldnt let me use the phone...i took some shit and left...shitty eh
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| » Comments / Feedback | by Xx brOken xX (8-31-2004 - 08:38 PM)
| that was rude of her to kick your puppy..i would have slapped her too. but thats not cool that your dad told you to never come back. ... sorry about ur dad and his wife.. |
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