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Goodbye to What I Want and Need
written by bleedblack07:32 AM 9/5/04How the hell did it get this far
Look at her arms and see the scars
What the hell did we do?
I don't deserve this neither do you
This time it is beyond small
This time she's sick and about to fall
I never thought ... I wasn't ready for this
She numbed her pain and caused my shit
I'm controlled, cut down this low
Her pain subsides but will not go
She tries to deal and so do I
Every time she makes me cry
I wish that she would stop this now
I think she wants to but doesn't know how
It's come down to pills and pills
She might die if I don't tell
I don't want that and couldn't deal
I can't believe it got this real
If I tell then she will hate me
She doesn't get that I want her free
When this shit happens I get lost
Is my friendship worth the cost?
I decide I love her too much
She needs help, I'll be her crutch
She comforts me and I would die
If she ever does commit suicide
I would rather save her life
Than be selfish and save mine
If I have to give our friendship up
So she can know that she is loved
If she gets better and still doesn't see
I did this because I'll love her always |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
my best friend wrote this ... its about me. my friend ended up telling and i had to go to the hospital .... then i had to follow up with counseling ... see how much that did?
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| » Comments / Feedback | by takemypain (9-5-2004 - 04:46 PM)
| well ... what happened? are you okay? did your friend tell? |
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