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RaptureOfTheDeep(Nitrogen Narcosis)
written by maledeth08:32 AM 9/11/04All deception fades in another shrine to pray.
Where all my antics and my anguish rot away.
Nothing left unembraced.
No need of dismay.
Toss me in god's waters and I'll persist thorugh deficiency.
Drowning in the waste of sorrow.
Take away my grand tomorrow.
As I crucify my recreant being.
But I'm inert. Not again, fuck this. No! I can't get out.
Don't tell me you possess a something.
All I've witnessed is nothingness.
Everything concealed in fraud.
But I'm inert. Not again, fuck this. No! I can't get out.
(I'm drowning. Rapture of the deep. Livid in my ecstacy.)
Envision death inanimate.
The pleasure always pain.
The vile truth be told of all your personal mistakes.
Again to be led astray.
Forced to separate.
I was never part of your fault. Never decrepit as a faux pas.
Father, can you sense confusion?
Never spoke out of intuition.
Never understood this life.
But I'm null. Not again, fuck this. No! I can't get out!
Failure of my own discretion.
Disaster led to crazed conniption.
Distorted Fucking state of grace.
But I'm null. Not again, fuck this! No! I can't get out!!!
Not controlling me!
Renouncing. Not kneeling!
Forgetting every step of mercy that was begged from me!
Full iniquity!
Take this joy and leave!
I don't need another prayer.
Anti-sanctity.
End it!!!!
End it before I hang myself with the life I've wanted.
End it! No more! Forget! That life was the thing that haunted.
End it for my own self being..... |
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Written 12/02/02 Tell me what you all think, yeah?!
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