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This shell i live in
written by Lovely_Suicide06:12 AM 9/15/04You left me here
Left me to cry for all these years
Left me here to cry a thousand tears
These cuts you gave me severe
They will always appear
When i think of you
Everything you must of said was untrue
You left me here feeling so blue
I bet you never even knew
How much i despise you
My hatrad for you is true
Because you wrecked my life
Making me feel so close to this knife
Telling me i better watch out because im in strife
It's not just you it's also your wife
You two give me so much grief
I dont know why it's so fun to turn my life upside down
All i want to do now is die
All the things you told me when i was little was all a lie
And as i grew up i started to cry
I just wanted to fly
To get away from this guy
So all i had to say was Good-Bye
Because i would no longer be here
My eyes are still blearly from all these tears
Nothing is clear
To why i live in so much fear
I don't want to be near you
All i want is for you to disappear
So i can be alive again
All you ever were was my pain
That flowed threw my veins
You covered my heart with a stain
That soon drove me insane
Now all i do is listen to the rain
Hoping one day that i will be alive and be released from my shell
And that you will just disappear. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
this is about my dad no his not my dad anymore i disowned him:)
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