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Look at what you've done to me.
written by Open_Until_4Am01:32 AM 9/18/04PLEASE TELL ME WOULD YOU UNDERSTAND ME IF I TOLD YOU I.
COULDN'T HANDLE ALL THE THINGS I FEEL INSIDE.
I WISHED THAT I COULD SMILE MORE.
BE SO MUCH HAPPIER THEN ANY TIME BEFORE.
EVERY TIME I THINK BACK TO WHAT YOU DID TO MY MOTHER.
GOD DAMN IT YOUR OWN FAMILY.
LIVE A LIE.
YOU DON'T KNOW.
ACTED LIKE I SHOULDN'T FEEL THIS LOW.
TELL ME I HAVE NO RIGHT TO HATE YOU LIKE I DO.
BUT WHEN YOU WATCH SOMEONE YOU LOVE BREAK YOUR FAMILY AWAY.
YOU ASK IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
IS THIS RIGHT AM I JUST LIKE HIM.
CAN I REALLY BE SO BLIND TO WHAT I'VE DONE TO MYSELF.
NOW I'VE FOUND MYSELF BACK AT THE BEGINNING AGAIN.
I DON'T WANT TO LOOK AT YOU.
I FEEL SO SICK INSIDE.
I LET FEELS HIDE FOR SO LONG.
THAT WHEN I TRY TO LOOK THEM IN THE EYES.
THEY ALWAYS GET THE BEST OF ME AND MAKE ME CRY.
WHAT SHOULD I DO.
WHEN ALL I'VE KNOWN WERE LIES.
NOW WHEN YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME.
I DON'T BELIEVE YOU.
CAUSE IF YOU LOVED ME AS MUCH AS YOU SAY DID OR DO.
THEN WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO AND FUCK SOME NASTY WHORE.
DADDY I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY HERO.
BUT YOU AREN'T THAT MAN I USED TO KNOW.
ALWAYS GONE YOU SEE.
I DON'T THINK I CAN EVEN REMEMBER WHO YOU USED TO BE.
NOW THAT I'VE GONE AND LET GO OF EVERYTHING.
I’M LEAVING THIS TOWN ALIVE.
NO I’LL NEVER BE LIKE YOU.
NO I’LL NEVER LIE.
AND WATCH THE TEARS FALL FROM MY OWN CHILDRENDS EYES. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
I truly do hate my father.He wants to fight with me over stupid shit and it all comes back to this.And I'm letting it all finally go free.I don't wanna end up just like him.
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