| I don't know what else to do anymore, I'm so tired of this hurting that I can't hit the floor anymore, And I swear to you I'm not just after your sympathy, thats not the way I am and I don't expect you to feel sorry for me, a divine manifestation, this is an epiphany, So I slashed myself to pieces, before you laugh think about how it feels to bleed like this, and before you point at the slashed skin girl just remember it could of been you in my place, but you wouldn't know how it feels with your perfect body and your pretty face, so go on make me feel like I'm ugly, Make me feel like I'm nothing, Make me hurt myself because of the way that I'm feeling, And so I slashed, because you didn't understand, because you didn't notice this razorblade in my hand, you didn't know that I crying to be in your arms, And you didn't realise I was so alone, So I slashed because I loved you but you didn't even know, or maybe you did but you just didn't care at all, Sometimes I wonder if you're really worth my tears, I don't know how to stand on my feet because I trip over my fears, And so I slashed because you have everything you need, I don't have anyone or anything, I'm just depressing little me, And so I slashed because I didn't have any other solution, lost in all my pain and so filled with confusion, but I swear I'll find a way to cope, to be with you again, When I read back on what I wrote sometimes I go insane, these words didn't come from me, it's like theres someone else inside, only in my dreams do I have a chance to confide, And so I slashed, and you pointed and you laughed, It was your fault that the road before me was mapped, I was destined to become this, to be nothing but a ghost, and it was because I slashed that I hurt the most, and now it's over and I'm gone so far away, so far away from you because I didn't know what else to do, And I hate you so I slashed |
