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» Poem: Own abuser
Own abuser
written by Lovely_Suicide
06:05 AM 10/6/04
Hitting, Cutting
Turning myself into the abuser
Slicing, Grazing
Falling into the abuser's path
Bruises, Old cuts
Meaning i'm my own abuser.

Faking, Decieving
Myself into thinking this is all right
Lying, Pretending
Saying this how things should of been
Urging, Allowing
To mutilate myself

Alone, Invisible
No one there to stop me
Hated, Ignored
No one there to take this things off me
Hiding, Falling
No one there to tell me they want me to stop

Sinking, Letting go
Deciding this is what i want to be my own abuser
Falling, Lost
Deciding this is what i love to do
Gone, Dead
Decided i wanted to be my own murderer.


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» Comments / Feedback
by CLC_RockGirl (10-6-2004 - 02:07 PM)
I can relate I wish you the best I hope you find someone for you.

by (anonymous) (10-6-2004 - 07:31 PM)
i swear that you and my girlfriend are the same person i found her and some1 will find you

by (anonymous) (10-7-2004 - 02:58 AM)
i kno how u feel i want 2 find some1 do help me throught my suicidle thoughtz and my cutting :'(

by Lord-Vince-Black (10-17-2004 - 11:46 AM)
I reconize this way of thinking... I don't know how you can solve it because I'm not out of it too... Sorry..

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