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One Last Cut
written by Morbid Angel08:15 PM 10/22/04| I don't understand whats going through your mind, not even sure if this is meant to rhyme, I'm so confused to even think of a decent poem, so I'll just type, blankly not knowing. Maybe it isn't worth all the tears that are escaping, you just don't seem to understand all the problems that you're making, I don't even know what I'm typing, through my tears I am blinded, I just don't know what to do so I'll just type it 'til I understand it. Will I ever be in your arms again? Sometimes I blame myself or the stupid things I say, telling you I love you, knowing you'll never feel the same, knowing you'll never feel my pain, Mayeb your just confused but I guess I'll find out the hard way. I wish it was so much easier and nothing but a yes or no, intead of wondering why all the time, not sure which way to go, What I don't understand is why these tears run so slow, it's like I'm not even crying, like rain is to snow, only falling gently without making a sound, lying slowly at your feet as it falls to the ground, but the difference is you kick me everytime I fall down. See, you just made me cry for the third time tonight, the tears are making me feel sick, blinding my sight, I don't even know what to type, Maybe I'll just go to bed with nobody by my side, I'm too weak to push anymore, maybe it's time to give up the fight. I don't want to let go because I'm sure I can make you love me, I'll wave my hands infront of you, forcing you to look at me, look at me crying and remember what we could be, together now, so perfectly. I'm sorry if I hurt you but it was a year ago today, I only said those things because I love you and I didn't know what to say, I didn't want you to know it hurt me to let go and walk away, I wanted you to think I hate you, I wanted you to think I'd be ok, so I tried to get back at you with hurtful and nasty words, of all the mistakes that I have made I'm sure this ones the worst, everytime I get back up you kick me to the curb. This time I'll let go, one more tear for you, one last cut to prove to you, one last cut, I love you. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
I love you but you won't give me a chance, fucking Nathan won't let you give me a chance, why do you let other people get in the way of the one thing that can save me? I'm trying so hard but this time I've cracked, I'm not going to let you do this to me anymore and I hope you read this.
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| » Comments / Feedback | by Schizophrenic_broken (10-22-2004 - 08:17 PM)
| yah , dat is deep, dude, much emotion and feeling, i love it |
by KG_Potter_Freak (10-22-2004 - 11:08 PM)
| Wow, that really hit home. Nice job. |
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