"By My Self In My Mind Alone"
So many jealous f#cks get me piss,
So much depression is cause from the decay,
I shut out the f#cking world,
I shut my self down,
Just to bottle my feelings,
Just through it back at your face,
By my self the only true soul to trust is my self,
In my mind alone I scheme to prove you wrong,
Just trying to be something I want,
Just want to be remember by time,
All the time I feel like I will breakdown and die like glass in repeat,
No one cares about me with their foot up there a$$,
I just lost a lot of blood from jealous back stabers,
I just lost a life another time in a role,
Now I'm alone without anything to save me,
Now I will lay in a dark forest to disappear with the wind, |