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::Daddy won once again, I'm the loser!::
written by Open_Until_4Am05:13 AM 11/23/04Yes, he yelled at me again.
Telling me what to do, I got mad at him again.
This time I didn't hold back and I spit in his face again.
He told me the same things I've always been told.
That if I dare to do anything to him, that I'd end up dead.
So the answer I gave him was clear, then do what you have to do, cause I'll never stop hating you.
I'm tired of holdin in my feelings.
All I was taught to do is scream, so why does it get me in so much trouble.
If I'm gone then we have nothing to get away from.
You'll eliminate the problem, you'll find me nowhere.
See I am emotional abused.
There are no scars from him, all that I have is a damaged self-esteem.
No self-worth so that's why I cut for control.
I never saw a reason to find trust in anyone.
So I'll be fine with nothing at all.
Done answer the phone.
Clean the tears of blood off the floor.
Help me up from dear dying death.
To bad now you can have all the guilt on your chest!
Go ahead live my life.
Be me.
Tell me how it really is from the other side of pain. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
I got into a fight with my Father. He yelled at me and kept like spitting in my face. So I told him to stop spit on me. He didn't, then I spit in his face.Then he said alot of things to me. My sister in-law said he was the wrong on. But my Mother thought different. I'm the evil one.
So kill me for letting people see my feelings!
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