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::don't wanna keep going through::
written by Open_Until_4Am05:54 AM 11/23/04No I stopped cutting to get away from the pain.
No I swear that I didn't start allover again.
No I won't cry in front of you.
There is this one guy who doesn't make me wanna kill.
He told me that if I never hurt myself again.
He wouldn't know what to do.
That I'm the one girl he can really talk to.
I'm the only one who makes him feel safe.
That I am the only one who loves his writing.
He knows that I love him.
But he's not ready once again.
I have more pain to deal with.
Yeah I'm all alone
No I'm not lying I stopped with my cutting.
No I won't just let them know who I am.
No I'll close my eyes and count to 10.
Please just let this be that bad dream I'm havein again.
Yes I'm sorry this is the truth.
I was mad and upset.
It's really stupid when you think about just why.
Yes I cut myself again.
Yes I like the deadly pain.
Oh yes, it makes me feel safe inside from me.
I don't really know what's right in the eyes of you.
What's there for me.
No control, with how you think or feel.
So these are the things I don't wanna keep going through. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
Idk. I need him to feel loved and safe inside!
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| » Comments / Feedback | by 2deo (12-10-2004 - 11:33 AM)
| hey i really like ur stuff...ur really have something going on ...its great...could u read mine?i just got started but id love to hear wat u think...thanks..... |
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