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Fuck It All
written by Morbid Angel06:10 PM 11/23/04Mum,
Go on, I dare you,
Bash my head into the wall,
Come on, I'm begging you,
I know you wouldn't touch me at all.
The only bruises I'll have are the ones inside my head,
For all those times you've told me I might as well be dead.
It's all just building up,
Fuck it all,
Fuck everything I've ever cared for.
Fuck you.
Deni,
There will always be something,
If it lasted that long surely you loved me?
Things can only stay in a dream for so long,
But eventually you gotta give up right?
Let it be broke.
But I still hate you for breaking me this way,
This is for us, for those dreamy days,
For all those times we said those three words,
I guess times always change.
As soon as things got hard you gave up,
Fuck it all,
Fuck this thing called love.
Fuck you.
Sarah,
You were the one thing I rested my emotions on,
Then you dissapeared,
Telling my secrets to other people as you went along.
Slowly you faded from my life,
But I'll still remember the care that lay in your eyes.
I'm still remember when you held me while I cried.
I promise you I'll win you back if it's the last thing I do,
But for now,
Fuck you.
Fuck it all.
Fuck everything that friends stand for.
Chris,
I know you tried but hate doesn't dissapear so fast,
So when you're telling me you love me do you really think it'll last?
I hurt you and I'm sorry, it's all in the past.
But I'm scared you'll never forget the things that broke us apart,
Maybe finding the strength to go on guarantees a place in your heart.
I just can't believe you'd to this to me,
After all the things I've tried to be,
For you,
Fuck you,
Fuck you all,
Fuck everything love stands for.
Dad,
I love you but you've broke so many promises in half,
You've promised me everything, promised me the world.
Then you escaped,
Left me in this hell-like place,
You were the only thing I had,
Then you went far away,
Whats the point in that?
Your job as a father is to look out for me and protect,
The only thing you have done is neglect.
I know you love me but why run away,
Things could of been ok,
If only you'd stayed.
Life could of been good,
If you would of given me enough.
Enough attention, enough time,
It was your job to shape my fragile mind.
I'm what I am because of the things I'm taught to be,
Theres nothing in me from you because you didn't mould me.
So fuck you all,
Fuck everything a parent stands for.
And fuck you too.
Ed,
One of the only things I won't say fuck you to,
Because you're the one thing that seems to understand,
You seem to think the same things I do.
You're one of my only true friends,
The only thing I can rely on to be there.
Endless conversation and sharing thoughts,
Opinions of everything, hate and love.
You remind me to keep on being a dreamer,
To keep on fighting when things get harder.
I'm sorry if I ruin this friendship like I do everything else,
Keep being there for me when I'm by myself.
Keep telling me I'm wrong when I'm feeling like the whole world is against me,
Keep pushing me to become everything I can be.
Fuck everything except a few,
Thank you. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
This is for everything that has ever hurt me, physically, emotionally, or even mentally. This is for everything I hate, for everything that hates me. For the people, this is for the people who I love, who I loved, and who have ever loved me. Fuck you all. Fuck you right up the ass.
this isn't finished yet.
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| » Comments / Feedback | by XxGothicYamixX (11-23-2004 - 06:19 PM)
| that was a damn good poem - i can relate to it more than i wanted to |
by (anonymous) (11-23-2004 - 06:19 PM)
| I'll say one thing: you were right, misery does make your poetry better. That's great stuff, you know. -Ed |
by (anonymous) (11-23-2004 - 06:50 PM)
| Just read the last stanza.....God bless ya. -Ed |
by Genocide Reaper (11-28-2004 - 10:11 AM)
| Whoa...Cool. Its all I can say
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