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::*Once more how I feel after a fight*::
written by Open_Until_4Am02:30 AM 11/24/04Oh yes I hate to come home.
I feel alone.
But everyone is around me.
He says he my father, but why the bother.
He never acted like he was .
I hate the fact every time there is a fight.
I can’t get out, all I know how to do is scream.
I feel like kill myself.
They know just what I’m capable.
So I might as well let them find me doing what I do best!
Let my life bleed from me.
I have no control on myself, so how can you?
I need out of here.
Please let me go now.
I cry the pain that I just seem to always gain.
I’m sorry I made things hard.
I’m sorry that I hated you.
I’m sorry I don’t know how to move on.
The things I know bottle up.
I’m going to pop and I don’t know what I’ll do.
If you’re the one who knows.
Why am I so alone.
Please someone tell me that this is home.
I don’t feel safe inside.
I feel like I’m nothing but a lie.
I wished my life was easier to take.
I’m sorry for my hate!
But know that all I can say doesn’t matter at all.
So please come and see the girl with all the problems in her head.
Oh yes I’m like this never ending show for you to laugh and scream back at.
I’ll watch the light fade out.
Cause of all the pain.
I don’t have much to gain!
This is the way life was meant for me! |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
I don't know anymore.. I need more help then I thought.. Well atleast that's what the women in school told me!-- someone comment!
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| » Comments / Feedback | by (anonymous) (11-24-2004 - 05:03 AM)
| i feel your pain sometimes it is hard to come home after school just cuz we alwayz fight but it can get better and you are not alone cuz deep inside they really do love you!! |
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