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*+I said I hated you, but now..+*
written by Open_Until_4Am11:42 PM 12/1/04I know I said I hated you.
I would never forget what you did.
But I don't want to lose you.
You were such a great friend.
You talked to me like I was just with you.
I told you how I felt and you understood it too.
But when I said I loved you.
I meant that with all my heart.
Never would I have come to think you wanted someone else.
You told me that you liked me as you dated her.
So many things you said you wanted to do with me that I just can't come out and say.
You told me that you cared so much that if I killed myself you wouldn't know what to do.
When you broke up with her you wrote me that love poem.
I took every word to heart.
Becasue you see you made me think that I was meant for you.
Now I found out your dating some girl named Holly.
You even dedicated that poem you made for me to her.
The funny thing is I even got to talk to her.
At first when I knew I just wanted you to die.
I wanted to be a bitch when I knew it was her.
For I felt everything we had talked about was nothing but a lie.
If you didn't want me, I don't see why you didn't say so.
But instead you took the chance and lost one of your friends.
I think that if you wouldn't have lied so much that I could have came out and talked to you.
but I know what's left to be said.
For I still think of you in my head.
Please understand that it hurts to not be loved.
I want us to be friends.
I want that more then anything.
As long as you see that I only wanted you to know that you did really hurt me! |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
Carlos.. I wish you would understand what you did and why it was wrong!
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