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Fucked up side of me
written by Genocide Reaper02:18 PM 12/3/04| Theres a side to me, that I never really wanted anyone to see. So fucked up, I know you'll never understand is. I'm sorry mother, for being so God damn cruel. I know I loved it too long, I thought it was cool, I was just a fool, a cruel little Son of a Bitch that just had an evil itch. I should have done more than stand there when the gun was at your head. But I laughed at your tears. I admired his cold. I never wanted to stop and think about what Iv seen. This is the fucked up side, I never wished for you to see. But thats just me. I couldn't help but turn my back, I thought you had already stuck a knife in, I was so lost, and so in love with my own sin. I put you down, I was lost inside my on self high, like I am now. But I'm falling down. I can still feel the burden of this crown. I know you always called me royalty. But I'm sorry for my insanity. I'm sorry for about my love, it was a little twisted. I couldn't help but enjoy the side of a deranged man mentally fucking you, I know you were tormented. This is the side of me, Iv kept buried until now, so now you know. I can say sorry for being so wrong. What did you really do to deserve such a life, I never stopped to ask who stuck the knife in who's back. So I got far off track. Now mother I'm sorry for being the son I am. I never wanted it to go so wrong. This is the fucked up side of me. You had to see. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
I don't expect you to understand it, and I don't really want to get into details, because then you'll see just how wrong it is.
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| » Comments / Feedback | by silent_screams (12-3-2004 - 03:14 PM)
| it may seem fucked up - but i lyk it |
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