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Missing you
written by Genocide Reaper07:04 PM 12/3/04| HERE COMES THE FEAR! Yes I know its ME! Part of myself is my worst enemy, time to tackle me, time to drown me, time to KILL ME! Beaten back into the CAGE! the demon dangleing in the cage, chains attached, from it, running to my heart, this was the Evils start.. Now I'm alone with him, and nothing else to do but think about Death, blood, and oblivion. I miss you, I want some LUST!, and LOVE! Even if its Painful, its better than a feeling unfufilled! Can I carry on, push this trust me. The detnating of a dead dream, ressurecting, concentration. Do you feel me! I know I'm inside of you, and I know you'll bleed with me. I know if it is not so, then it cannot be. You are tattoed on my mind. You are a scar on my heart, I need YOU! The fear is ME! Fucking up, and making a mistake, just by being myself. By doing something that never should HAVE BEEN DONE! I'm already missing a year and a FUCKING SUMMER FROM LETTING HIM GO ONCE BEFORE! and the next thing I know, I was told I called everyone close to me, blood sucking Whores. I went off the deep end, everyone thought it was a game, but this shit I WOULD NEVER PRETEND! did I die that year?! Am I in HELL NOW! Did I slice my viens? Did I die in a crash!? Did I choke to much?! Did I roll one too many joints? Didn't I make enough valid points! I was gone before I arrived, I was dead before I survived, I was never really here was I! Because I'm about asleep from exaustion, I think I'm already dead, and if Not.. I feel as though I soon will be! but thats JUST ME! It all comes from missing you! Missing you! boredom! Lonesome! Self inflicted hurtful thoughts of fucking up. Plauge my tired mind, and I want to kill the beast, that on my life, it feeds! I cannot stop, I must go on, until I dig inside of your head and plant the idea of everything Iv just said! |
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I miss my woman...And I'm loseing my mind... Plus something has been wrong with me for the past few days
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| » Comments / Feedback | by i_love_sandy (12-4-2004 - 08:48 PM)
| i know how that is. good poem. |
by (anonymous) (12-6-2004 - 12:07 PM)
| well if you miss her go see her and tell her to not leave your ass again ^.^ GO GENOCIDE!! woo hoo
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by (anonymous) (12-6-2004 - 04:15 PM)
| ya know what? you should forget someone who doesnt have the decency to speak with you. if your woman's so great then she'd call or drop by your place. walk up to her house and ring the door bell. tell her to come or you'll leave her ass. ^.^ hehe
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