Set the sun,
Again I'll lie and pretend,
Well this is it seems like the right time to end,
And with it I'll write a message and send
To the God that gave me these hands,
To the eye that watches and lands,
On my back.
You'll never look into my eyes,
You've never even seen me cry,
Whenever I fall I hit the ground; Take
This heart before I pull the pins,
Let it fall, break apart.
I never knew you could have this effect on me,
Your all I see; Your all I want to be,
My phoenix has already begun to rise,
As the boy who was meets his demise,
My remedies are melodies long since forgotton,
Lost the fire to stand up since I hit the bottom,
Mars i'll fight him his sword is carved into my soul,
As I look into the mirror these eyes this pain has taken its toll,
These eyes this pain these lies this stain,
Tattooed on my back for centuries it seems,
As i'm too weak to stand torn apart at the seams,
Im not that boy anymore,
You have never heard the inner roar,
Of all the angst and anguish,
Born and bred in this deep abyss,
In the pit of my stomach I ache,
Make me proud to look at myself again,
Set me up before I burn up,
So much about to burst
Fire consuming me absorbed by thirst
For love
For life,
I never chose to feel this way,
Spend every day alone,
Would give up immortality to hear your voice
On the phone,
And on and on and on,
As Mars Phoenix has risen its gone,
Lying on my bedroom floor wracked with guilt,
Of what i've done to myself,
On all this pain i've built,
By making you push me away,
All I wanted was to hold you to stay,
To feel safe when you love me,
To feel safe knowing your above me,
Watching me from your heaven in the sky,
The place I'll never go when I die,
Because i'm that ever walking shadow,
Gazing up as I walk below,
This black sky has fallen on me,
And no matter how bright I burn I'll never see
You again in this world,
Submit to the darkness as i'm hurled
Into the forrest where I dream,
Where I dream for my phoenix to rise once more,
To heal the heart that you tore,
From my chest even though I did my best to fight,
You were already gone,
You were nowhere in sight,
As I walk this path into the endless night.
Into the endless night,
Into the endless night,
Into the endless night,
Mars Phoenix burning bright. |
