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Sorry for this sin
written by Genocide Reaper02:00 PM 12/5/04It seems no matter what I had that was so fucking great, I just needed more, damn me, and damn this greed. It ruins everything. Is something wrong with these people or is it the moon bringing them in? Maybe its this un-earthly sin so deep within. I guess baby, what I'm trying to say is. I'm sorry, for being so greedy, I'm sorry for being such an infectious villian. I never really couldn't help all of those fucked up feelings, I can't hold this back, I just had to say, I can need more, and I don't know why. But I swear this isn't a goodbye! I wonder if I can ever win, if I chose one thing I'll lose another, I know its me, I know this is a test of my own sin, I get the feeling some one I love is something they are not. I get these paranoid thoughts, they cloud my vision, my life, I can't keep it down any longer, I just want to commit murder. I guess I'm so cold I can't even trust myself. This is my little black poem, reflecting my icy black heart, and its starting to play me like a harp. I wanted to say, was I never want you to go away. I guess, I'm cold. And even alone. I'm sorry you had to see, the weak side of me I keep strapped in the electric chair in my soul. What I really wanted to do is make ammends, for all of my fucked up bends, I just couldn't find a way to peacefully let you in. It has to be whats within, it has to be the rift inside, the void, my Sin. |
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» Comments / Feedback | by outofmymind (12-5-2004 - 05:52 PM)
by Dark_Tisiphone (12-11-2004 - 07:50 PM)
nothing is ever what it seems and humans are, as you once told me, like a virus. humanity is a virus with no cure. so i suppose those you love are not what they appear but then again what truths do you hide from yourself? what do you hide from the woman you said you loved...? |
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