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Fuck It All {Pt II}
written by Morbid Angel05:15 PM 12/5/04| It was never even worth it at all. Things just go back to the way they were before. My words were wasted on people who'll never see, people who'll never understand because I'll never let them read. Mom you have no idea of my hatred, it's swelling up inside of me and getting worse lately. But I'll never tell you, I just write it down on paper...maybe I'll save it all and show you later. Dad you're too far away to even know I write, I love you so much but you're nothing in my life. Not one single phone call on my birthday, not one chance to say what I've got to say. Once again these words are pouring out of me, I'm writing down what I feel so uncontrollably. Luke you shouldn't of told the world my secrets, I told you them hoping you'd keep them. I thought you were one of the only people I could trust, but you threw it all away so now I give up. You'll never know that I realise unless you see it in my eyes, nobody can never know I feel this until they see me cry. Chris where are you half the time? I know I can't expect you to give everything up for me, but you're always on my mind. Around your friends I must be nothing, even though for you I've lost everything. And as for friends, it all came to an end. In one second I turned into a whore, I must be so much less then you and nothing more. You say I could never care after all the things I've done, but all I ever did wrong to you is fall in love. What sort of friends are you if you can't understand, I've got the one person I've been dreaming of and you try to tear away his hand. So once again I'm sitting writing the thoughts from inside me, they might be about you but they're not for you to see. You'll never know how much I hate everything sometimes, I feel like the whole worlds against me and I'll never be fine. It just takes three words to tell the world, mum I'm not longer your little girl, Chris I'll be your baby if you make a single promise, you gotta tell me you love me and mean it. Dad I'll never be your princess, luke I'll be your whore, Sarah I hate you so much, FUCK IT ALL. |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by XxGothicYamixX (12-9-2004 - 06:53 PM)
| You know what? ur really wrong when u say ur poems suck. who is the Chris person u keep mentioning? my boyfriend's name is Chris - lol. u2u me sumtyme! keep writing! *Yami* |
by Morbid Angel (12-11-2004 - 05:26 PM)
by jinx666 (1-20-2005 - 10:39 PM)
| i felt that poem. it was awesome.
jinx666 |
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