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a hate poem
written by trulybroken5707:46 AM 12/9/04you tell me that
i should be happy,
that i have a better life
than many people.
but you don't see
that even though
you hate my friends,
they are keeping
me sane.
i lie to you
all the time
so that i can
get away from you,
but you really
believe that i
love you-
(and maybe deep
down i do)-
but everytime when
i say it to you,
i cross my fingers.
you think you're
always right-
that everything has
to be your way.
you tell me that
you don't like
to be mad at me-
then why, dammit,
are you always
mad at me?
i can't help
but scream at you,
there is so much
i wish i could
yell at you.
i'd tell you
how miserable you
make me,
how much i
hate you.
i wish i could
tell you those things-
rub them right
in your face,
but i won't,
because you wouldn't care-
you never do.
i've been keeping
this inside for so long,
and now i see
just how much
you've hurt me,
you've made me
put up these walls,
and made it
hard for me
to trust anyone.
because of you
i hate this life. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
yes dad, this wonderful loving poem is for u.
do u c y i am the way i am now? no probably not bcuz ur probably just drinking another beer. i said that i was sorry to mom in her poem, but i'm not sorry for the things i've said to u. someday i want to leave, and never come back. i hate u
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