Smoking cigarettes, and drinking whiskey, dieing is dieing, and killing myself is killing myself. I'm gonna die anyway, death comes, sooner or fucking later, so take your last breath, and make your final wish. Pay attention to what I say about today, after all, its the sabbath, what the fuck does it matter if I'm a some one? You can all just, go danceing, dance away off into the night, and off the mountain top. You and your preachers with the cheap suites. I can hear you now, pleading to stay. My lips are on the cancer, my face is buried deep into some soaking twat, I can fill this opiate of life, attracting me. Did you ever really want to live? Did you really ask to be here?! do you want to give in and just commit suicide here and now! Might as well live for the moment, we're here already, take it, just, remember, only our perserverence can help us make it! And thats just fucking strictly poetic, I'm still playing with the razor, my feet are scabbed from broken glass and nails, yes, Iv walked the path paved with trash. Thats what I get for walking all over you. It wasn't a sweet september, it was a horrible November, I can't help that you need intermission, I can't help you there. But I can teach you all about what its like to try and find a vital way out of here. I would like to take this time, to welcome you inside of my mind, I would like to take this time, to help you seek your truth and it you shall one day find! I can remember these dreams! can you keep your hopes alive! Even through the dismal days, Yes, it can get bleak, you feel so pathetically weak, just another puppet in the populace. Its like one big blury ride! Right down to the very last day of your life! |