I stayed home sick cause I got sick from Dad,
I got on the computer,
Because I wasn't tired and you got mad,
Sometimes it feels like my trust with you is at stake,
You told me to get off the computer and lay down,
And you were starting to believe my cold was a fake,
Even though I was coughing and crying,
You thought I was lying about it,
I was sick, I could've been dying,
Like the little boy who cried wolf but untrue,
I don't get it how you think I'm a liar,
I don't understand, your thoughts, just you,
You're my mother you're supposed to comfort me,
It's near Christmas tis the season to be jolly,
You're always so mean, it that the way to be?
You can at least try to be happy,
I know you hate me,
But you don't have to make me feel crappy,
You always think I'm lying,
Like the one day I told you I hated you,
You hit me across the face and now this is my way of getting back in rhyming,
I hope this cuts your insides from emotions,
You're not a mother,
You're not like dad, you're not devoted,
You wanted me before,
Now I'm just a fake to you,
And you want to push me out the door,
Is it my fault that the alcohol makes you do the things you do?
Or is just reality?
Or am I just a liar to you? |