Lonely times are lonely tears,
so today i made a vow,
i've stopped searching,
for the love i could never find...
The dreams have gone,
but life is real,
sailing by my side is my regret,
but today i said,
i don't want life like that no more...
I told my head to find a home,
for all the hurt and pain,
all the sorrow and shame,
for all the regrets of regret,
told my head its time to let go...
I decided today,
that on me i can depend,
and that love somehow,
could never be a part of me...
Life without love can be lonely tears,
but life with love the tears only seem to overflow,
leaving a bitter pain i no longer have space for...
Tired of the fight,
the days i cannot see light,
the friends that are enemies,
the trust gone and only me and my pain...
Life on your own,
is the safest place,
the warmest,
the one i can trust not to inflict pain or hurt...
I can laugh at my empty jokes,
cry at my loneliness,
lose myself in work,
and smile without hurt... |