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Swallow My Pain
written by blackened_rose01:51 AM 1/3/05I sit here in tears
Crying for my pain
Seeing all my fears
With nothing to gain
Everyone just points their fingers
They don't take credit for what they've done
In my mind, these demands linger
And it only makes me want to run
They said to always look for hope
But somehow I always found pain
With these fears I don't know how to cope
And now I'm beginning to go insane
Life is a priceless gift
One that I wish I had
All I wanted was a lift
Didn't know it was going to turn out bad
Help me threw this pain
So I may begin to see
But of course I've got nothing to gain
From this fucking family
I’m staring down these fears
Swallowing my pain back down
But only comes more tears
And something less then a frown
This razor in my hand is a friend
But it seems to kill me more
Why couldn't they just lend
Happiness a little more?
But blinded by these tears
And nothing to help me any more
I've drown my self in these beers
And have come very sore
This knife in my hand is convincing
But then scaring me so
Death for so long I have been longing
For life I did blow
Things wont change
And it doesn't surprise me
I've got way too much pain
And now I can't see
The blood is running thick
And moves so willingly
Death covers me thick
And I welcome it smiling |
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