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A nightmare that I live!
written by Open_Until_4Am09:46 PM 1/4/05Who would have known a little fight could go over the edge.
Yelling back and forth, see where it get us.
To a point of no control.
Hit something, just do anything.
Is what goes on in my head.
So now I'm hurt by what they say and by myself.
Why did I do it, stupid question don't you think?
I fell to the floor, my brother tried to stop me from crying.
He told me he would never leave me here alone.
But I know he can't take me.
My mom feels bad for once.
So sad mommy had to see the hard way.
Oh why did you punch the wall?
I said it's better then what I used to do right?
He's moving out, I'll be next on the hit list.
Who can help when I'm alone with him?
No one, I don't know how to walk away from a fight.
So I'll never know what's it's like to feel alright.
I want to have someone I can run to.
I don't see that ever happening.
No love I get nothing, and just no one.
So here it is right then and there.
More then anytime before.
I see my life as a mistake.
I never want to wake from my dreams.
Once I hit that pillow, I finally escape the nightmare that I live. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
Yes another fight. Nothing more.
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